Basement boys pt.2 [Outside of lakeside aparmernts on park ave, her and Will are sitting on his car talking. Will smokeing a backwood,looking her yelling in his face. You can see the pain in her eyes but the tension is the worst. Will can't help but notice that she's been crying. She notices wills new lambo, he never liked foreign cars. Wills a big of Japanese cars. She can tell he's got alot on his mind he's way to quiet giving the sitiation, wills never quite when it comes to fights especially with his temper.](Will) I just wanted sum real why did you play me like that? Why did you have to do that to me? (Her) ...im sorry... It's just.... I wasn't ready...
(Will) ready? [Shaking his head with a hateful look on his face. His eyes as blue as they are are red, not from smoking but crying. Being a nigga from Dorchester and a vice lord crying wasn't something he did alot.] all I did was love you... You cheated! You broke my heart! You did it! You was ready to cheat but not ready to love me? Fuck you!!! [Sits back on his car and holds he head down burying his head in face. Will can feel the anger building up but stays calm.] you didn't have to hurt me... all you had to do was leave...
(Her) I'm sorry will I never me- [will interrupts] stop! You liar! [She backs up and walks away as will looks at her with pain in his eyes. She goes up the stairs to her apartment on the 3rd floor, crying she goes inside and slams the door. Sliding down to the floor she ball her eyes out. With her own pain and love scars she feels guilty for what happened in their past. She loves him but she can't being in love with him.] (Her) why do this always happen to me?!?! Wtf did k so for this shit. I never ment to hurt him. I love him! I fucking love him!! But he doesn't know it...he thinks I'm heartless...but im not I'm worthless...[will hops in his car and pulls off, screeching he flies down the street. He blows thru light after light. He running from something. Then pain. The hurt. The reality that he's not the only one hurting but he choses not to see it. Instead he runs] #author#basementboys#imvu
//To be really honest to myself, life is still challenging for me sometimes. I often feel triggered. Old pain and patterns come up. It can make me feel so overwhelmed. I want to hide myself. I want to hide behind my safe walls. Some old pain is still within me. And when this old pain gets triggered my defense system pops up automatically. I always feel when that happens and I try to not judge it. I can really be so hard on myself. I try to fight it. I judge myself when it happens and talk myself down. I have many dark places inside myself. Places I was scared of entering. Places full of old pain, old anger, old sadness. So, I closed these doors for a long time and left these places with a lot of dust. Last year I slowly started to open all the doors slightly and let the light shine back in. To look my shadows honestly in the eyes, is where the most growth lies.
To see my shadows and really feel what lies nehind the triggers is where so much healing can take place. I know a lot of my shadows and I am not scared to go deep into these dark places but still sometimes the walls come up and I want to hide myself behind it because it feels safe. But it is okay. I am aware of it. The process of healing has started. Is it easy? Hell no but it definitely brings me closer to myself.//
Basement boys pt.1
Basement boys, lowest of society, the scum, the ppl on the bottom. We are the basement boys. (Will )19 years old kid from boston. Never had shit. Since 11 years old he had to do dirty to get when he needed. Smart as hell. Creative and artistic but lacks the confidence to do something with his skills. The pain and trauma from his childhood built him into something most ppl fear but what they don't know is...he wants love...can he really find that love or will he find something else.
The power of a hug is immeasureable. It is the feeling of knowing the person who's hugging you loves and cares for you. The length and grip of the hug tells you so much. As I went to say goodnight to my mother who'd just gone to bed. She softly held my hand. I love you. She pulled me close to her and hugged me for 15 minutes. And as I laid there as she hugged me tightly, all I could think of was how much my mom loved me. Her arms were thin but I felt every bit of love. Her body ached but I knew her strength. Take every hug you get from every person. Especially your mom.
This was just a little blurb that I made based off of my mom. #sunset#newyork#hug#love#authorsofinstagram#author#writing#poet#author
Happy to announce that I’m hosting my @nokidhungry Friendsgiving at @two.fifty.four this year! Thank you for Mr.Tom for letting me host my Friendsgiving at @two.fifty.four 🤗
@two.fifty.four is a new youth center in Gahanna. They have games like Foosball and pool!
I had a blast playing on the XBox in one of the rooms during OPEN HOUSE. 🎮There’s also lots of board games and puzzles. They also help with homework 📚 too.
Hope to see you on December 6th. I’m doing a quick presentation and I’m bringing a few copies of my book too🤗
I’ll also have some mushroom dishes for everyone to try😋
If you would like to donate to my cause, just click the Friendsgiving link in my bio 🧡
People, don’t copy paste the same template comment and tweak it just a little. One of the worst things to do on social media is show appreciation for someone’s post and then redirect to your own content. I asked nicely three times, now officially larry is officially blocked.
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Do not read this sign,
This is going to hurt, trust me or not.
You're more than any identity and classification.
This is not a childish game that adults play.
The game they play is no game at all.
You're more than a brother or a sister.
You're more than a mother or a father.
You're more than a lover and a friend.
You're more than a race and gender.
You're more than a family member or a co-worker.
You're more than a religion and political party.
You're you and the only one that can be you.
That is the best identity you can have.
The one and only.
Don't choose a second classification for who you're.
You're the best identity of them all.
That is freedom for all to see.
The world sees you, your self-promotion.
Give them an opportunity to see their true identity.
~ Know One~ aka Charles Ray Wilkson Jr.
Through my eyes I see.
40k last night !! 💖✨
finally reached a huge turning point in my story. still stressed with how long it is and I’m only starting chapter 6 (!!) but whatever, that’s something for me to worry about later :’-)
good luck to everyone doing #nanowrimo !! almost there
Good afternoon! Here is a book I recommend for any momma out there who needs a pick me up in the life of motherhood.
Over this past week my son, myself and my entire family caught the stomach flu. Miserable is an understatement, we were beyond that. Now that I am up and feeling better and my son is back to his normal healthy self, I want to encourage you all to stay healthy and hydrated! Wash your hands and when your out and about carry hand sanitizer with you! 🙂Let's try to stay sick-free 😷❤️ While you're reading this, head over to my page @imreallythatmom for some funny yet relatable posts that I think a lot of us mamas have in common.
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