Behind the scenes:
I try to show you the full spectrum of my life, but with the societal pressure to look good, I seem to have forgotten to show my down days.
Do you wonder why I have so much time to catch up with friends and go down south? It's because I'm still unemployed... Wonder why I pick up random babysitting jobs? Because I am sending in at least one CV every week, and so far I haven't had even one interview!
I graduated from uni last year, and I spent so long focusing on getting to the end of my degree, I never would have guessed I'd be unemployed after 1 term.
So I spend my days fighting my anxiety, forcing myself to apply for jobs, even though I have forgotten my own self-worth, and even I wouldn't give myself a job at the moment.
So when I post my happy memories, remember that it isn't all sunshine and rainbows over here.