I put my love on the line for you without a second thought in mind,
To me you deserved my loving,
But you didn’t appreciate it,
You ignored it,
It was meaningless to you,
You see me doing good now and giving my love to someone who appreciates it better than you did,
You were too late to realise that my love and care was genuine,
There’s no way to turn back time or rewind,
You were too late.
I’m finally at peace,
With myself and with everything,
Who knew with feelings for someone comes with so much baggage?
It’s so strange how one who meant everything to you,
the absolute world to you,
becomes a stranger,
My mind was always troubled when I had you in mind;
Now, that chapter is over and I’m so serene with life than ever before.
It just happens every time,
I become interested in someone,
I end up believing there’s a chance at love,
But, whenever I have feelings for someone,
It becomes a moment for the other to sabotage my feelings and hurt me to the core,
This love thing,
No matter how much I yearn for it,
It is indeed trouble;
Once you’ve fallen in love,
You are trapped,
With no way out.
Lies of Love.
Feeding me lies that you love me
and all sweet talk,
You’d do anything for me in a heartbeat,
I guess I’m at fault,
Caught me off guard and making me think I finally found the one,
But you’re just one of those guys,
Those guys that make false promises and talking about us in the future to get me wrapped around your little finger,
Making me believe that there will be an us in the upcoming future,
Making me believe that all of this and us is bound to be a reality,
When it’s a dream never to become true.
It’s my mistake,
My mistake for ever thinking you deserve a heart like mine,
All you wanted to do was play with my emotions,
And I was foolish enough to let you play with them like that.
Truth be told,
You can play all you want,
But you will never find a heart or a loving like mine,
So even though you wanted to play me,
It looks like you played yourself.
Promise me that whilst I risk to have my heart to be broken again,
You reassure me that it won’t break,
That you’ll keep it intact and secure with your loving,
Because my heart has had its fair shares of fake promises and it doesn’t need another, to break it again or to lose trust in love once again.
Hand in hand we stroll,
Have a couple of drinks, share stories and laugh the night away whilst you stroke my hair,
To live unforgettable moments,
To escape reality by being in my own little world with my beloved for just a moment,
is all I need.
I Still Care.
My tears have streamed down my face multiple times because of you,
Each time that happens,
I just can’t stand you,
It just hurts me everytime you mess up,
But the minute you need anything or are in trouble,
Best believe I’ll turn up right in front of you and lend you a hand because my heart, no matter how much pain you’ve caused it,
It cannot turn cold against you,
Because regardless of how much you’ve hurt me, I still care for you and I always will.
Stability & Consistency.
There was a time where you and I would fool around and think nothing of it,
Now I’m tired of it all.
I need something that promises stability and consistency,
But all you want to do is give me temporary loving,
Leaving me with permanent damage.
I’ve told stories to people how I first felt love, how I first felt pain,
In return that person seems to compare their experience with mine stating I haven’t seen the half of it,
Either way I have felt an ounce of it,
We’ve all experienced these things that make up life,
just in a different way.
Kiss and Make Up.
If he or she did a mistake,
Ensure he or she knows how much it may have hurt you and what they could’ve lost,
Make your worth known,
Otherwise all you are doing is allowing more pain in your life when you could’ve escaped,
No good comes from resuming an unhealthy relationship,
So it’s best to escape, maintain value and respect while you can.
We often find ourselves holding on to people that we know bring nothing good to us, but we just keep on giving endlessly, because we’re scared of making them upset, letting them go or living life without them.
We are afraid to let go, so what holds us back are the emotions and memories built within your relationship with them and you end up feeling it was a waste, if you had to leave it all behind; but in all honesty, if you gave your all in the relationship, I’m proud of you, because at least you fought to keep the relationship, so you won’t walk away with regret and “what ifs” but I am sorry that the other person didn’t value what you had to give.
It is unfortunate when you invest so much time into a relationship and the other doesn’t value it, but to hold on to a relationship with someone as such, is toxic.
Make the right decision in relationships, where to invest time and where not to, because they are not always as promising as they seem at the start.
You play games with her because you want her to feel content everytime she sees you,
You want someone to feel happy everytime you’re around them but you don’t want to feel that type of way with her because you’d rather keep out of that emotional mess and let her land right into it instead,
With that false hope all you’re doing is hurting her,
Some men are so confused in this day and age of what they want,
A relationship or a fling or nothing at all,
If you call yourself a man,
Then tell her what’s really on your mind about the situation,
Do you feel that connection or no? Do you want it to go further?
Do you want to be serious or are you just a player, playing endless games with girls, leaving them heartbroken then pondering on why she’s so off with you and then calling out degrading sexual slurs to her because she’s ignoring you.
You played games,
She became heartless,
It’s that simple,
So if you call yourself a man,
Then be one and tell her how it is.
The lifestyle you live is what someone wishes for and would be so content if they had it for even a moment,
It is crucial to remind yourself that the life you live is not fortunate for everyone to have,
It could have been the other way round where you wouldn’t be wearing the clothes you have on your shoulder or having food on the table everyday,
Everything is done for a reason and there must be a valid reason that you were fortunate with a life which someone would classify as luxurious,
Remember to appreciate and be thankful for the life you’ve been gifted with, day in and day out🙏
We have all had that relationship with someone which may not have ended well,
The pain they gave you was so intense that to forgive them was so hard so you ended on a bad note,
It was easier to fight with them and produce hate in your heart for them,
But thing is,
You could never have hate in your heart for them,
You had too much love for them but ego also stood in the way to forgive,
It seemed to be an easier option at the time to remove the pain,
To hate them and end on bad terms,
Just so you can never go back,
Regardless if it all came to an end and you want to hate them for what they’ve done to you,
Your heart is too kind to ever hate them,
As they have created a special place in your heart for themselves that to hate them would be the most difficult thing you would have to do.
It’s like I know that you won’t give me what I need,
Yet my heart doesn’t want you to leave it yet,
It has gone through so much with you,
Been torned repeatedly yet it wants to persistently fight for your love,
Is that so foolish of me,
To fight for love from someone,
when I know that their heart could never be mine?
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To marry someone who knows me like a book,
Who knows what cheers me up when I’m feeling blue,
Who knows my favourite food to binge on when I’m in the mood,
He wouldn’t have to learn it all because he already knows.
A man best friend to be your partner for life is pure luck,
He would know what to do without me having to tell him,
he’d know how to make me happy and I know another man could never make me happy like he could.
Beauty is never to be found in the centre of the city,
Look closely and you’ll find beauty everywhere in every corner of the world,
Stay tied down to your comfort zone then what will you be able to explore?
There is so much yet to see,
Just leap for the opportunity and seek for yourself,
Explore anything you wish for;
You can explore these many things as soon as you step out the door,
Just take the first step and prepare to be in awe of everything you are yet to explore.